Born confused !!!

Missing the right bus,fumbling in the road for directions,trembling in fear of being run over....this was how my day used to start..6yrz ago...Sitting silent,pondering over the mystery of atomicity,slogging much more than an ass,being branded as a loner with a heavy head...this was me 3 yrz ago....Friendly,a comical mixture of fun loving sincerity,ambivertive,a crazzy loon.....this is me now....Well i cant really afford to offer you to be my friend to know about me....who really wants to read about others unless they invented sum mind blowing stupid machines or been freaky about things...I would love to gather as many as experiences in my life...After all we dint lease this life just to be in the rat race and die in a hole...i chase my dreams very well....just not to have regrets in my future...and am  pretty not in love with the words "If only that had happened,i would have been sumbody else"...Apart from the above,when excitement takes a back seat in my life...i invent...When happiness appears in the matrimonial adz,i marry it...When my hobbies becomes mundane chores i renovate.....With all the above ingredients...I cook my life and serve it for free..Tasting it or not is completely your call.......It took me quite some time to decipher what i was and what i am ......But all the above mentioned traits are subjected to intense personal scrutiny and inferences may vary based on the individual observer involved......so thats me.......